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Overview


Hello, my name is Eilynn. I really like dressing up in skirts, dresses, heels and sparkly tops, so you can say that I'm obsessed with fashion. I love books, computers and especially photography.Am also a model in the making!

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Wednesday, January 6, 2010

today...

i woke up in the morning today expecting this day to be a calm...
slow and peaceful...
and a day that has no suprises...

anyway i gotta admit that i've ridden a roller coaster...
no wait...i guess i must call it 'future-coaster' ride...

went online as usual...
din noe why i went to checkout taylor's website...
searched about scholarships...

n fuyoh rupa rupanya the scholarship i wanted requires me to enter the college in january...
which is like next week!!!!!!

omg i freaked out n was like...


'I DUNWANA DO IT SOOOOO FAST!!!!!!!'


but no choice la wat to do...

my mum kept rushing me to register in colleges and think about my future career...
she also kept persuading me to be a nutritionist...
say got high salary la, good career la...bla bla...

u noe when mum start to nag u cannot tahan n will burst rite...

yea i nearly burst today wat d...-.-

i was actually aiming to go for an A levels course but...
in the verrrrrryyyyyyyy last minute i saw this course called southern australian matriculation (SAM)

hmmm not bad it's cheaper,more fun,suits me way better than A levels...
5 subjects though...

aih i just really hope i won't regret going into science stream again...
in a dilemma now...

one side of me kept saying that 'u did d right thing!good choice!!!!go for it ba!!!gambate!!!!'
but the other side will be like::

'sure anot...wun regret ar...seriously???'

gyah my head is goina burst d summore now mum keep chui-ing me to call my older cousins to ask for opinions wth..

anyway...
we oni live this life once...
i really gotta make the right choice...
gotta give up alot of other dreams if i wana be a nutritionist...

T.T


i...just wish i can pull thru all this...